what now?

So the only way I can go back to CWG this summer is if I work at ropes again which I really, really do not want to do. One of the directors tried to get me back into waterfront or even sports but it didn’t work out. I really do not know what to do. I know this sounds like a typical white girl problem but that place really does mean a lot to me. I feel closer to the people I have known there for 2 years then people I have known for 10 years. I know that if I went back and worked at ropes however I wouldn’t be happy though. As of now I told them that I am most likely not coming back but that I will think about it. I’m pretty upset about it. The thought of not seeing my girls again makes me really sad and telling one of them is going to suck because she made me promise I was coming back. I don’t know what I am going to this summer now, I did apply to a new camp though but I feel like I would be cheating Wayne. 

Posted on Tuesday, 17 January
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